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Preview from chapter one
Over the next few days, the son finds himself avoiding his mother as much as possible. His eyes dart away whenever they meet, unable to hold her gaze without remembering the feel of her body, the taste of her skin. He throws himself into schoolwork and video games, seeking refuge in the mundane to dull the edge of his desire. Yet, every night, he dreams of her, the images from that night replaying in his mind like a siren's song that calls him back to the couch. He tells himself it was a one-time mistake, a moment of weakness that he won't repeat. But the pull is too strong, and each day that passes only serves to fuel his obsession.
The son's thoughts swirl like a tornado of confusion and guilt as he spends the next few days in a daze. His interactions with his mother are strained, a taut wire of tension strung between them that no one else seems to notice. He tries to act normal, to laugh at the dinner table, to help with chores, but every moment feels like a lie. It's as if the walls of their house have ears, and every creak and groan is a judgmental whisper. The only solace he finds is in the company of his best friend, Tom. They've been friends since kindergarten, sharing every secret, every triumph, and every failure. And so, one evening, as they lounge in the basement, surrounded by the comforting hum of video games and the faint scent of pizza, he finds himself spilling the dark truth. "I...I did something with my mom, Tom." The words feel heavy on his tongue, like a confession he's both desperate and terrified to share.
The room seems to hold its breath as the son's confession hangs in the air, thick with the scent of fear and desire. His eyes are wide, searching his friend's face for a reaction, any clue to what he's feeling. Tom, usually the first to crack a joke, remains unnaturally still, his expression unreadable. The TV in the corner flickers with the images of a game they've played a hundred times before, now a stark contrast to the gravity of the moment. The silence stretches on, a taut thread threatening to snap.
The son's heart races as he watches his best friend's reaction. He takes a deep breath and starts to explain the events of that night, his voice a hushed whisper in the shadowy basement. He describes her lingerie, the way she looked asleep, and the overwhelming urge that had consumed him. He tells Tom about his tentative touches that grew bolder, the taste of her skin, and the way she'd responded in her sleep. His words come out in a rush, a torrent of guilt and longing that he hadn't realized he'd been holding in. He shares the intimate details of their encounter, his voice cracking when he speaks of the moment he came inside her. His eyes never leave Tom's, seeking understanding, acceptance, anything that will make this feel less like a nightmare.